wow it been a long time since i have wrote anything on here...

i am sure some of you have join facebook... as have i... thats right... i finally gave up my rebellion against the site.... its actually a lot more fun then i thought it would be... anyways... thats where i have been for the past few months... i cant believe that i have been in edmonton that long... i really miss whitehorse.... and i cant wait until i go back home.. i know that edmonton is not for me...but i am going to try and stick it out the best i can for a little longer... who knows... i might end up seeing some of you sooner then planned....

i gotta go for now... talk to you all later...

thought that i should put an other entry in... about a month ago i desided that i was sick and tired of felix working at shoppers instead of getting a job welding... so we made the decision to move to edmonton... i already have a job there... and we have saved up some money and sold all our furniture and have hit the road... we have taken a week off work and at the moment i am at my dad's house in fort nelson... cute little town... vinnie really doesnt like car rides... i dont think that i will be able to get him back into the truck...

i am excited... i start my new job, at west-tech optical, may 1st... and i sign the lease for our apartment in the next few days... while i was at my dad's house he showed me this program he downloaded off of google that takes satelite images of the earth and you can view them and it shows detailed images that you can zoom into.... you can see vehicals on the highways and shadows of trees and cars and buildings and what not... you can type in an address and it will take you there and you can find out what businesses are close to it.. i was able to find out what grociery stores or bars that are going to be close to my new apartment without actually ever really being there... i checked out lots of things... from the pyramids in egypt to the statue of liberty to the eiffel tower in france. 

we hit the road again tomorrow... i am so excited... tomorrow morning we will be able to leave nice and early in the morning... we had a late start on monday and so we ended up rolling into ft neslon around midnight. hopefully it is not going to be that late when we roll into edmonton tomorrow night... anyways...i will post again soon... byebye

hmm... wow... its been a couple of months since my last entry...
what is new?.... not a whole lot... 20th birthday went by... nothing to exciting (i am never drinking again!)...
also... felix and i went to montreal for christmas... had a great time... i got to meet his family... it was very weird... it reminded me of like... a normal family... it wasn't disfunctional... there was no fighting... so weird! felix's mom took me to an art supply store... i cant remember the name of it... she brought me in... and looked at me and said "i want to buy you... anything you want... go nuts!" i started bawling right there in the store... i was so happy... i couldn't imagine a nicer thing someone could do for me... it really got to me... how she took such and interest in me like that... i cry now as i think about it... i hope that she wasn't insulted cause i couldn't fill the basket... i would have taken the whole store home with me if i could have... i tried to conserve myself... i picked some watercolors and a whole set of paint brushes... some nice paper and a few books on drawing techniques and drawing with ink... i don't really like spending other people's money.
i got to see my dad after christmas... i was really happy... he picked felix and i up from the airport... i really missed him... we hung out a few times... went for dinner a couple of nights... i even went to the bar with my dad!!! he was cool though... hehe... i would do it all again... i love you dad! 

 jan 20th, our gross dirty roommate... the one that i wrote about earlier.... HE MOVED OUT!!! i was so happy... we were actually going to kick him out... but the same day we were going to tell him that he had until the 1st of February to be gone... he informed felix and i that he was leaving... we were extremely thrilled... when we came back from montreal.... i was really embarrassed... my father drove felix and i home... and go to witness the condition of our place at the same time we did... the place was so disgusting... our roommate had turned the whole house... into what his bedroom was... we left the trailer completely clean... we came home... there was a half eaten rotten chicken on the country.. it was slimy... there were more pizza boxes then what could fit on the counters.... to many recyclable in the recycling box... he had to put his half full monster drinks on the floor and counters... couldn't take them outside... we came home and questioned him about it... he decided it would be better to back mouth us... that was the last straw... but now its always clean and we don't have any problems with anything... cause the problem is gone!

anyways... happy valentines day!!

so it looks like we are leaving for quebec on the 16th of dec... they didnt say that felix's grandmother had much more time... so everyone is going to spend christmas there... with her... and they want me to come... i felt very honored that i was invited for something like this... we will be back before the new year... i am going to meet the rest of the family... i am really excited... i have mixed feelings towards everything... although the reason for it all isnt ideal... i almost cant wait... it will be nice to put a face to some of the names that felix and his mom and dad talk about... and it will be nice to see that part of the country.. i have never been that far east... and it will be something to remember...

on an other note... the roommate situation... is not getting better...

anyone looking for a place to live... rent is $200/month... plus utilities(1/3 of each bill -electric-phone-heat-)... must have no allergies to cats... must be CLEAN... absolutely no drugs... and perferably a none smoker... must have a REAL job... i am not puttig up with bullshit... the room is small... good for one person... a double bed would fit in there... but not much room for anything else... includes our own bathroom (bath and shower) we already have couches and a place to eat... dishes and the works... you must supply your own bed and dresser...

hello daddy!!!

how are you?? i havent seen you online yet this morning... guess what i did yesterday!!! you'll be so proud of me... i got all 4 of my wisdom teeth pulled yesterday.... yep i did i did.... lol

actually it was really interesting... all 4 were growing impacted... they werent causing me any pain... i just wanted them out of the hell of it...the doctor said that its best to do it earlier then later... later there are more chances of complications... they also warned me that my bottom teeth were close to some nerve that would make my face go numb.... i would be able to move the muscles and stuff... jsut... i wouldnt be able to feel touch or anything.... they gave me some drug.... that was suppose to put me to sleep... but... i was awake the whole time... i could feel everything... but it didnt hurt... it made the time go by really fast... cause it really only felt like the whole thing took like... 15 minutes...but it really took an hour! heheheheh but yet... they were talking to me and i had to do what they said... turn your head... open your eyes... say aww.... squeeze this hand... close your eyes... they were just trying to keep my attention... they didnt want me going under completely... it didnt hurt at all dad... i feel great... my gums are a little swollen on the inside... i dont want to close my teeth together cause i am scared my stitches might get tangled together... i can feel the ends poking me in my cheek... and i cant see how long they left the ends... they told me that the stitches will disovle in 7-14 days... when everything was over... before that anesteisa  wore off... they gave me 5 needles of freezing my mouth.... 5!!!! 4 per tooth and on in my front lip.... heheh i was drooling blood all over the place... hahahhahaha... i slept with a cloth tied around my face... felix said i looked like a bandet... hehehe.... i also put a towel around my pellow and slept on my side... didnt wanna choke on anything in my sleep... well what little sleep i got... i only slept for two hours at a time... woke up... took more pills... drank more gatorade... hehe... i didnt eat anything in about 24 hours.... i was so low on energy.... i drank 2 gatorade and a can of ensure(meal replacement protien type drink.. most of the time for kids) before bed... i donated my teeth so new practicing dentists could do fake root canals and fillings on them... two teeth they pulled out whole... the other two they had to cut in half... i got to see them... they were HUGE!!! i couldnt believe it... it really doesnt hurt dad.... i am so proud... felix makes fun of me... calls me chipmunk... lol....

its only been 15 hours since surgery... they say swelling usually reaches its max at 48.... i promise to take a picture for you :).... i love you!!! *hugs and kisses*

by the way dad... I feel great...... i have all the feeling back in my face after the freezing wore off... you dont need to worry about me... felix is a good babysitter... he brings me my pills drinks and ensure and icepacks without me even asking.... he just knows... he keeps watching the time and telling me to take pills every 4 hours... he had his wisdom teeth pulled a couple years ago... so he knows... hehehe :) hopefully i will see you later... i love you!!!